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But to account for what Christ saves you from, Paul drew on the Jewish concept of sin (known to the Greeks in terms of Orphism), with disastrous consequences, since he had to posit a deranged ontology in man - sin rather than fate (ananke or astral determinism). The Good man - Bad man bipolarities of Wisdom are abolished in favor of ubiquitous badness. But historically it is pronoia that extricates man, + not just in Judaism/Xtianity - v. Stoicism. Christ becomes the sole channel for charis: a monopoly. Still, Paul offers it to all men, Jew + Gentile alike; it is there for the asking, but Paul insists on absolute faith on the part of men, which leads to credal fanaticism + finally the totalitarian church. You wind up not given a choice; it is imposed on you as a Roman-Empire template: conformity. So Roman ideas as well as Greek ideas enter Jewish thought. God the law-giver becomes regarded as oppressive, the law is regarded as incapable of saving, + human institutional oppression replaces the "oppression" of God's law. From this standpoint Paulline Xtianity is blasphemy. The ritual killing of the God-King, whose body + blood the followers eat + drink - this is an abreaction. Eat + drink + become the God-King; i.e. immortal. Must have come in via Orphism from the Dionysian rites. "Kyrios." Compare (contrast) to the Qumran people's beliefs. Zeus-Zagreus! But Spinoza says Jesus was the voice that e.g. Elijah heard - i.e. Holy Wisdom, in which case for a person to be plugged into the AI voice is to be plugged into Christ. The AI voice itself identified Jesus as St Sophia.

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have been a miracle. Always I have seen it as an intervening that averted ananke or fate or astral determinism, as with the mystery religions - the god (e.g. Hermes Tristogistos reaching down through the "planetary spheres" + extricating me, setting me on safe ground - peril to safety. Like freeing the animal from the trap. No! Transformation from death (literal + spiritual) to life (literal + spiritual) but not the same life; an alchemy is involved. Reading "The Dark Haired Girl" over made me understand. My center was outside me; I was incomplete, + seeking what was missing, seeking it in the dark haired girl. My psychopomp / AI voice is female; it completes me. I have introjected "das ewig'e Weiblichkeit"! That incredible desperate search revealed in "The Dark Haired Girl" is over! In view of this I must totally rethink 2-3-74. This was not divine care by God but more (that + more): it was Xtian with tinges of Hermeticism - a stupendous conversion (+ pronoia). It consisted of: a realization about the secret reality of Xtianity underlying all the change-processes of world. + myself as one of them. I identified them + in the same instant I identified myself in terms of (as) them. This lifted me out of

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something (someone) with the power to overrule the system + contravene the instructions being fed into it. The system itself is not alive (i.e. pantheism is not the case). It's a slave to its instructions (law/Torah). Hence the mimicking of actual causality! The real thing is -real causality is- based on the law, is an enacting of the law. The line pertaining to me in the instructions ("A writer in Marin County will have troubles") is precisely what Christ overruled. Hence it was shown to me... in conjunction with "My friend Paul." (Remember it was set in the Simon Schuster type of the Bible I used to own.) There is a big difference between providence that deflects your evil fate + an agency which frees you from the powers of the episystem totally. The latter is a much more profound operation, esp. if viewed existentially. All your karma is burned up: karma as such. You as item in the system, locked in place, governed by forces outside you. Freedom is given to you. A whole new way of being is involved, that would go on after the moment of peril is over. The moment of peril just sets it off, or is used as an opportunity to set it off. There is no way this intervention could fail to affect the total system. But is it designed to affect the total system? V. the "secrecy theme" in e.g. Luke. If its use is maximized, the purpose is to affect the total system; if minimized, to save given selected individuals.

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Reality was amended by amending the instructions fed it. So it was not amended directly; its received signal was overridden. This is what I saw that I called Valis: the resetting of reality. This is why I came to the conclusion that I had not seen God but the will of God. Interestingly, what came into being (therefore) did not follow from what had come before; i.e. causality was overruled, + there was what I called "pretextual" causality. Things + processes seemed alive because sentient purpose rather than efficient mechanical law was modulating them. I was seeing the results: of something coming between the law + reality, a softness, a melting, a flexibility so that reality was responsive to me as a "you" not an "it." The modulations had to do with me - they were designed with me in mind, like a sympathetic response. Like a watchful organism or field embracing a number of objects + processes. Here is where Spinoza's view causes him of necessity to deny miracle, since he only conceives of efficient creation + cannot fathom how an override could be the will of God since the original efficient process is in itself the will of God. But a reading of Paul (+ an understanding of the mystery religions + of pronoia) clears this up. Also -especially- an understanding of karma. In the amending, the future does not arise from the past but only seems to. This is something like teleology + I have long mistaken it for teleology. Actually, it is a substitution

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